This both blows and sucks

Can't get medical repeat, can't transfer into single honours history at this stage of the year, seems unlikely I can transfer into at the beginning of next year, can't afford fees. Contemplating asking someone to go guarantor on more loan, not enthused with the possibility. Also, request likely to be denied. Probably off books is it. May even be refused that.

In the event that I'm out for until next September I'm just going to fuck off away from colleges with campuses and Ireland. TEFLing here I come, assuming it's actually bloody possible. Less anxious about that possibility than I was. Oh dear, bumming for a while, living in better conditions on less money than I do at the moment. Bah. Should have done history.